WhAt DoEs I wIsH 2 C iN a MaN!!!
April 9th, 2009 by toxic-cathleenWell when I fall in love with a man I always end up to the guy that is not what I really like and want, but I don’t know I just can’t explain why I felt in love with them, well I guess that’s what love really is… You cannot really explain and you just feel it… But what is it that I’m really looking??? I wish I could find a man I really do like and that knows how to do things more beyond the usual things to do to make a surprise to their love one, what I mean is more extraordinary effort…
like this for example in a gift, for me it doesn’t matter about the “how much” was the cost of it ‘coz I much more patronize the “effort” thing and how the way he did gave it to me… In short a really romantic type, in any ways not only when there is an ocassion…
Well I told this because this is how am I when I fall in love… Actually, I don’t do this only to my boyfriend, eventhough he is not my boyfriend yet or for him I’m just a friend to him, but once I do like a guy and I feel something special on him it doesn’t matter what is my status on him, I will still continue to show what does I really feel for him, well of course I am a human and I know how to get hurt so I am just going to stop what I am doing for him when I already feel so so much hurt because I feel and I know it’s no any meaning for him… (ouch right???) LOL anyways the no. 2 song on my profile–”‘Coz I Can’t Make You Love If You Don’t” fits that situation, go listen to it hehehehe…. Well that is really so sad, to know the fact you are just nothing for him huhuhuhu and also that already happened to me, in reverse. The guy really shows how he really do like me and he is showing his love and care in so many ways but why, why, why is it I don’t feel anything special for him and besides he is not that ugly. It’s really hard to teach the heart… I really can’t love him, ‘coz I really don’t…
Well anyways, if your a man and reading this blog of mine I do appreciate you ‘coz this is already an effort of you knowing me in this kind of way and I know you don’t believe I am really married, yeah I am not really married I did just put that for me not to get so much attention on guys asking for my mobile no. hehehehe lol and if your a girl thanks also for reading and I hope I want to hear your comment on this… Are you like me in this way of showing your love??? what are the extraordinary effort you made for your love one, I want to hear and yes I am really looking for a girl who is like me ‘coz I never yet known one, my friend says it’s not a usual thing for a woman to do to a guy, and it is the guy who really have to do those extraordinary effort/surprises thing and not the woman…..
For me it doesn’t matter if I am a woman. It is myself that I know I have the ability to do those things and I am not shy of doing it… And eventhough before when I did this to my former bf, I doesn’t regret those extraordinary effort things I did ’coz I know they will be still keep thinking of it, time to time for the rest of their lives and I know it will make them smile remembering it….
(PM me if you want to know those things I did hehehe those are secret of course I won’t post it here, well I guess just be unique on your own, have a great imaginative idea…)
hayz…. its been quite long since I’ve been writing like this well I keep again doing this again…
